I regret removing my microphone from the last video, I regret a lot of things, I'm sorry. I don't know if I can keep the promise in the future, hearing myself in that state is deeply saddening and I don't think anyone gets any enjoyment from that. I also think that the future of this game is gonna be even worse. I wish I didn't have to face all of this, I just wanted to play this game normally, but I will have to eventually and it's gonna be tough. It's gonna be tough to show all the personal stuff and it's gonna be tough for me to face these memories. As I said this wasn't the plan but I feel like I have to show you what happened, for myself and for you guys.