Sixth Night: Today, I didn't want to deal with anything. so I slept all day. Couldn't play video games because all I see is Sayako getting out of the TV. Couldn't eat anything because all food looks like crawling bugs to me. Despite knowing full well that what I see isn't what it really is, but fucking shitstorm is really fucking up my senses, and I can't see things for what they really are... unless...maybe all my life I was not seeing the real things, and now with the shitstorm, I'm finally truly seeing the ugliness in everything...?